Christmas

HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!!

I am so lazy to post. I'll start posting when I'm actually bored enough. latez

Reminiscing...

ONE DAY AND A MINIMUM DAY LEFT UNTIL <3 of my life comes. Haha not literally, but yea u know what i mean. Basically what is blocking me from the freedom of winterbreak is Bio's test on Wednesday and Apush Test. Also there's is this infamous Winter Fun Pack. Whenever i try to ask a former Ap Bio student, they laugh at me, and they say " It is very fun" It is like they have no words for it. Aside from that my break should be very relaxing and i could catch up with people which is right now the best thing i could do. I miss the people from Newton. Newton, in my mind, was good years of my life. I really enjoyed the clueless state of mind I was in. Nothing was there to worry about. The fun ridiculous rumors are something that i could think back then and think about. The teachers that I was close with. Haha, I even remember that "challenge" game that Ms. Lee had for social science. I was pro at that game. I would always challenge and win the point because i was like meticulous man 101. Haha, I miss those days. I had a clear mind. Yes, I even miss those ridiculous dances in middle school. Like how all the boys sat down and ate pizza and free load from asb.[ty wallis] While the girls on the other hand, some went dancing and some didn't. I also remember promotion day. That dance was the first time I ever danced. I remember the situation very well. Dinah pulled me to the front of the dance place[forgot what it was called] and told this one girl "He's new at this" and the song was "Mr. Brightside." Dam those were the good old days. My middle school years are much more memorable due to the fact that i moved to many different schools in elementary. I even forgot my two best friends name at that one school. Dude i remember one was a white guy and his mom was the teacher of that school. Then there was this other asian guy. He was almost bald, his parents were divorced. Dude that was the gang. We use to play so much and go to each other's house. DUDE o I remember! There name were Vincent and Michael. We played from the sandbox to the chasing girls for the fun of it. But then i changed schools to Los Altos and this is how i met Joseph, Ryan, Edward, Wallis, Allison, Josephine, Michelle[who i was scared of]. Funny I knew the faces of Wynn, Jefferson, Chris, and Claire but they weren't part of our group. Dude we had the same EXACT class with Most of them since elementary school. That is amazing. I remember that we use to play ball a lot and tether ball. Wallis and I were pro, we were practically even. Dude, there was also Mrs. Quon. Dam, she was a great teacher. Thinking of her, just makes me smile. Haha, i remember those day in Newton when we go visit Mrs. Quon, she would give us food and soda. It was in Newton, where the collection of the "smart" kids began. Ms. Lee's class and Mrs. Kelly class were good times. Ms. Lee was a great teacher too, it was her that encouraged me and told me i could do anything. Anyway, it was in Newton where I met Diane, Brian, Abe, Enid, Lillian, Alex Chau, and Nick. And i also got to know Wynn, Jefferson, Chris, and Claire. O yea, also the rumors that i was "girl phobic" during sixth grade, I don't quite remember that, I think Enid was making that up. Haha, I remember always sitting next to Enid, dude she hated my guts until like 8th grade. She started saying "Hi" to me and i said it back and yea. Another incident, remember Michelle, I remember i cried because of her. It was during Mrs. Kelly's class, she called me a "wannabe" and i cried. Lol, haha o gosh, those were the good times<3 Aside from downs that other people face, which i did not know at that time because i was clueless, middle school years were <3. But now we are all grown up, Allison and I have joked how long we knew each other, what was it? 9 years? Dam, that is friken my whole life. Everybody changed. Some good, some bad. Haha, even i changed in bad and good ways. ^^ There should be more to write..but i was probably too lazy...

Bleed It Out....Christmas Style

Wow. It's Sunday already and I am sitting in front of my computer thinking of all the homework that I need to complete before i go to sleep. To keep it short. I have a crap load. But being the smart person, I have decided to blog instead of typing my monty essay. Don't you hate it when a holiday comes, say for example CHRISTMAS, on the last or second to last week, you teacher spams hw, test, and projects. It is quite annoying, i mean it should just proceed as an ordinary week not as an "o we must cram this thing in before the holiday" week. Despite Mrs. Chen stubborn words, it is indeed time for the holiday spirit. It is time to be happy, where emoness is on the back of our mind. Nine more days until Christmas, more importantly 3 more school day for the rest of the year. [that never gets old] But when I think about it, my Christmas would be ordinary. However, there is one THING/FACTOR that'll change ALL of my plans up. Right now, i am hoping that it will happen. And then there's the las vegas thing. I need to ask my parents about that, but i doubt that my parents will let me go because they are the best like that, but it never hurts to try right? So i shall try.
So today I find out that I am gonna to to radiology to get an x-ray on my lovely shoulder. I mean it feels fine, except for some exception. C'mon I could even arm wrestle with it, so it should be fine. Then one Tuesday, I am going back to my stupid Orthopedic. It is such a waste of time. [I'll explain on my blog on Tuesday] This should be interesting, i am quite intrigued at what my xray would look like. It is an adventure. A mystery. But right now, i am really out of shape. With that in mind:
GOALS after my arm completely heals:
1. get back in shape
2. try to convince my parents to friken let me drive for heaven's sake!
3. [This is now]try to "understand" parents and agree with them, because i get in trouble too much! i'm sick of it..WHICH MEANSSSSSS......1. not talking back. 2. not talking back. 3. NOT TALKING BACK.

My Turn

Today, for some reason, I was truly happy. [No joke] I thought a lot about everything today when i was half asleep and half listening to the radio. Thoughts ranged from my collar bone to what I'm gonna do for Christmas break. All that thinking was a good thing because at first I was confused at what I was going to do, but now i know exactly what I'm going to do. Perfect logic huh!
Let me tell you a story.[Hint: Allegory. Is that even the right word for this? o well] So a couple years ago, there was two countries. With the addition to that, they happily shared a buffer zone that has been untouched by either of these countries. Then, well you see what happen, one country decided it was time to become the aggressor and tried to seize this buffer zone. But it was intercepted by the other country, and that country became infuriated, which led to several battles and blockage of trade. Then the aggressor decided that being attack will hurt it's economy, so it decided to repay the damage by paying and kissing up to the infuriated country. So now everything was back to order. However, things won't end from there because the aggressor is just recovering from it's defeat, just waiting in the shadows, sitting in front of both borders, just planning for the exact moment, exact day, exact hour, exact minute, exact second to attack where it hurts. *end of this little story*
OK. so that was the most random story ever. Or could it have meaning? or who knows? Haha, so I guess it's now up to the readers to interpret what this means. Haha, I would like to see the response in my comments. This should be fun. Anyways, have i stated that i am happy? Another reason is that I am starting to really like the cold. The wind and the coldness feels great. Rain is also another type of weather that i am starting to relish. I was a hater of rain for most of my life, except the last time when it rain, i really enjoyed it. Maybe it was because i had a great day that day like today but doesn't matter. O btw. I got a new phone. Except that i don't get the new number until later on tonight because the people have to call or something, but still a new phone. You know what that means, COLOR. ALARM.<3 unlike my current phone. Every time I show that phone in public, they tell me "DUDE, i have that phone when i was in middle school." That by itself just kills it.
It is now My Turn. Let's see how people feel about what i'm going to do. It's like watching a movie. My Observation. I am..in a way.."in control" [See what i mean...DEEP DOWN I'M quite weird ^^..or am i? ] Haha. Readers let your mind be boggled!

Brea Mall.....

Aside from the topic, Wynn is a fag. Because of sentimental issues, he decided he was going to start this blogster after this new year. He thinks that he is betraying Xanga. Yes, that is quite weird.
So today after school, Nancy or Anny asked me to go to Brea Mall to go "Christmas" shopping with them. I felt bad that Nancy thought that our PR trip to the grove was today so i decided to go with them so she can go. Obviously if your reading this, you should know that I'm her ride. Then i find out that Claire was going so i was surprised and i made this "irritated" face at her. I was just surprised. Sorry Claire, forgive me.[you know u did] Anyways, Jerry and I wanted to go to quickly's because we were bored out of our minds, but he wanted to leave so that when we got back, there would not be any school traffic. He's a genius because I would not have thought/consider that. Anyways, so I see this mass of backpack and I thought to myself that I would make a very comfortable bed.[and it did] So I lay down and was in a "chillish" position. I was lonely for like a few minutes, then Jessica Tso joined me, then anny, who was quite hyper at the moment, joined us. We took so many pictures, and it seemed that it would never stop. I was right, so then Chris joined us and we camerawhored a LOT more because of anny's great camera skills. After that "interesting" moment, we[Jerry, Chien, Joseph, Anny, Chris, Angela, and Jen] went to quickly's. Nothing interesting happened at quickly's so let's skip to the part where we arrived back at Los Altos. I find out to my surprise that Jessica Xi was joining us. As Alex stated, "One guy, four girls, that's pimp", u know u know :pops collar: But seriously, NO.
So we get there and take forever to park because of the crowdedness. In the beginning it was ok, I was just looking around and seeing if anything interested me. Then, they started to go to more "womanly" shops. If you think that was bad, you are probably wrong. They take longer in one store. I think they stayed about an hour in Aero. I was standing there with my hands over my face observing how much confusion it takes to just buy Christmas present. I found out today that it causes "stress." But come on, it's just present people will like whatever you buy them. It's true, I think. I couldn't go on my own because that would look too lonely, so i just followed the crowd. I forgot, thanks Claire and Nancy from saving me from going into that store. We don't speak anymore of it.
Overall, basically they failed terribly at buying the presents. One person bought nothing, another bought one thing, another bought two, and lastly another bought three.[if memory serve] On the trip back, we were talking about "reasonable" parents and goodie teachers. Well, I guess that's it for today.

And So....It Begins

So Wynn and I randomly decided to get a blog spot just like Edward. I have been thinking of doing this a couple weeks ago, but something always came up to hinder me from making one. The blog name took about 20 minutes to come up with; "Invisibility" was the best and most imaginative one that i could come up. Well, being the smart person I am, I have been spending the past hour trying to figure out how does this thing works. Surprisingly, it isn't quite hard to understand, but i guess i'm slow.
On another note, Laura and I were talking about abortion. This got me thinking. Am I against or for abortion? Yes, I know this is a very debatable topic. There are way too many pros and cons. It is quite hard to chose a side. I guess I'll stay neutral as always. Why am i always the one to be neutral? I mean it's like if I do something, my other friends have this chain reaction and explodes on me. and if I don't do it, my other other[you know what I mean] friends get mad. It is like Rhineland in World War I. *SIDENOTE: I remember this because Amy brought it up last night when we were at the grove.* I am like a buffer state. I don't like choosing sides because it is just wrong. I mean it's like choosing to get killed by a knife or by a gun. Both choices would result in one thing: death. So what do i prefer to do? I prefer to just sit back and observe. I prefer not to get involve because it just creates more stress and chaos. However, the one thing that i would do is comfort. If the conflict was friend vs stranger i would comfort him/her, also if the conflict was friend vs friend I would comfort both parties. That is just the kind of person I am. However, I don't deserve the title "nice guy." Deep down, I know that I am one of those greedy, abnoxious, stubborn, self-centered person. I like how I went off in a tangent, but this also works.