Sunday, March 2, 2008

beginning

Woah it's been like a month since i lasted posted.... Woah it's been like a month since i lasted posted. Wynn has been insisting i write on my blog so i am writing in it even though it might be very short. Today was boring as hell. Yesterday was quite fun with a little ummmm side distraction . We had one hell of a waitress ;] LOL. Afterwards, it was PARKING LOT TIME <3..hmmmm i promise i'll post more ^^ just right now there's nothing on my mind =]
peace

Monday, January 28, 2008

Birthday

Well, today is my 17th Birthday. I got a card from a person whom i LOVE HER TO DEATH. haha i think i already told her like ten thousand times today and she's annoyed but i really do ^^ if your reading this, you saved my life more than 1203982049034 times. haha..well she wrote make wise decisions on my card. hmmm knowing her, there is some kind of subtle meaning behind this and i THINK i know what it is. Maybe i should listen to you because..iono you seem right so far ^^ i think i will make wiser decisions heck i won't think i will do it ^^ [to another person] I am really really really really am sorry if i made u mad/sad today. i really am. Well, if ur mad at me please stay mad at me, i mean i'm not trying to get u mad but yea... don't worry about me^^ And please DON"T be sad all i ask ^^ i'm just being very stupid right now. I don't think that i should be doing what i've been doing in the past, but that just a though, it's for the better or the worse[OMG BAD TIMES REMINDS OF ENGLISH..SHALOMMMMMMMM PLZZZZZZZZZZZ OMGGGGGG PULL THROUGH FOR ME PLZZZZZZZZZ] haha i like how i can somehow talk to other ppl and "cheer" them up, but when it comes to me haha i fail. yup, i am a failure who will "man it up."<--- man i love that phrase ANYWAYS i sound so emo on my birthday>.<>.<]
It's your birthday
We gon' party like it's your birthday
We gon' sip Bacardi like it's your birthday
And you know we don't give a fuckcause
it's your birthday!"

peace.

Monday, January 14, 2008

Eating...

First thing first. Let's put this in a simple way: my appetite is diminishing. I don't have the massive hunger craving i use to have. REMEMBER GUYS that one time at parent conference, where i just completely masticated the McDonald that Edward bought for us. I coulda eaten more, but someone stopped me saying it was bad for me-.-. Yea, anyways it is gone..well at least for this week. Haha, maybe it will come back to me once i start swim. Swim could work up an appetite. Because it is so god-dam tiring. Haha, stomach capacity shrank? metabolism GOING away??? or plainly too selfconscious??[which is....no comment-.-]
Second thing i would like to address. People should go through a filter before they say something. It really gets annoying. People should not just blab out things that they just conclude with absolutey nothing to back them up. Those people should just shut up and listen. It isn't that hard, even a dog could do that. Don't belittle urself to a dog. Conclusions should not be made in thin air. For heavens sake, even if u make them, please keep it to yourself. They could be true, they could not be true; it doesn't matter. For example, today i was just walking and someone[whom i shall not speak and am hoping he/she will not be reading this>.<] asked me the most "makes me wanna jam them" question on earth. please. *zip* ur mouth.

aside from that. have a great day ^^

Saturday, January 12, 2008

Hello Tomorrow

Hello Tommorrow. GOODBYE YESTERDAY...I'm still waiting for tomorrow...Tired of living yesterday."
Some people need to learn how to let go >.< it's frustrating watching them suffering. i know at least 1 2 3 4 possibly 5? people that needs to learn that. Be optimistic! Be confident! don't belittle yourself to the pityful state that you people are doing to yourself right now. IT'S NOT WORTH IT! Have some pride. -.- sigh, people reminisce stop trying to protect them, protect yourself *cough to a certain someone*.
haha whewwwww i had to say that ^^ on a happier note life isn't out to get me. I don't know what else to write o wait i know i'll fix up my resolutions because EVERYBODY is nagging me about it we'll i add and change a couple.

*Fixed resolutions*
1. Get in shape-sigh yes even though u ppl are gonna go *cough brian* "if your unfit, i want to be unfit* i actually wanna get in shape after i take off my brace on January 15?!?!?! [i hope]
2. SAT 1- there i specify which academic where u can't say i already did that because i didn't take the test yet=]
3. Go out more- pretty possible when i don't have a car to drive, i live in West Covina, i have anal paretns, i always get in trouble, and lastly....did i mention my parents. sigh..it's not like i don't wanna go out...it's just..complicated. I"LL TRY MY BEST! because my dad said i could drive when bone is healed
4. Improve with waterpolo..and swim?- that is self-explanatory, this could be related to first resolution but...do i care?
5. Grow taller- is that even in my control? but i really want to^^ after my collar bone gets healed, imma convince my rentz to get a pull up bar...and IT IS TIME..and jump rope it is TIME imma cut off one hour of my tv time just for this. better be worth it >.<
6. Lastly, I WILL NOT MAKE TRY NOT TO MAKE MISTAKES THAT I WOULD REGRET. FACTS CONQUERS BELIEF.

haha a little bit late ^^ hopefully i won't get flamed with my incompetent resolutions=P


Tuesday, January 1, 2008

nd a Happy New Year.

I have not posted for the longest time and I feel guilty. So as a result, I am posting on New Years. Perfect isn't it? A new year has started, and there are many things that I want to do, but either I'm not willing to do it or I can't do it. Imagine that! 07' was not a "great" year for me, but i manage to survive and I'm content, satisfied, and above all blissful. I've happy for the weirdest reasons now, but that's ok as long as it continues. Last year, there were ups and downs, but in the end I ended with the "up" side which says something, but not quite sure what.[weird?] So i'll start this post with the ups and downs of last year:
UP:
1. First time I've been to Six's Flag....dam that was good times
2. I was able to get insurance[even though i don't utilize it very much] and DRIVE[sort of]
3. I met great people who are truly great friends <3
4. I've become more "open"[i guess] and i talk wayyyy more than the previous year
5. I've become more confident and more passionate[which could have it's up and downs but same thing]
6. two words: Catchy music<3
7. Beach with cousins[more good times]
8. Learned something
DOWN
1. Elite
2. [sorry for the many birthday parties that i miss. it's not my fault. ='[ ]
3. Junior year[not towards the end]
4. Lastly, my broken collar bone due to my good tackle. This thing prevented me to wake up early for black friday and that was just a scratch on the surface of what it prevented me to do.
[these arn't i any particular order]

Next year, I will have a GREAT year, and i'll emphasize it once again. SPECTACULAR year. I have this "instinct" that for some reason is always right.[haha don't ruin my year>=] ] So hmmmm i guess i'll conform and make new years resolution:

Resolutions:
1. Academics[which includes college blah blah blah]
2. once this stupid collar bone gets healed: get in shape cuz i'm totally out of it.
3. I need to take a trip, somewhere just not in California or Nevada -.- [plz?] [like sailing the Carribean or something that sounds nice]
4. Get a car[cross my finger]

yea that is all i can think of right now so i guess that's it. So what are YOUR resolutions ;] late=]