beginning

Woah it's been like a month since i lasted posted.... Woah it's been like a month since i lasted posted. Wynn has been insisting i write on my blog so i am writing in it even though it might be very short. Today was boring as hell. Yesterday was quite fun with a little ummmm side distraction . We had one hell of a waitress ;] LOL. Afterwards, it was PARKING LOT TIME <3..hmmmm i promise i'll post more ^^ just right now there's nothing on my mind =]
peace

Birthday

Well, today is my 17th Birthday. I got a card from a person whom i LOVE HER TO DEATH. haha i think i already told her like ten thousand times today and she's annoyed but i really do ^^ if your reading this, you saved my life more than 1203982049034 times. haha..well she wrote make wise decisions on my card. hmmm knowing her, there is some kind of subtle meaning behind this and i THINK i know what it is. Maybe i should listen to you because..iono you seem right so far ^^ i think i will make wiser decisions heck i won't think i will do it ^^ [to another person] I am really really really really am sorry if i made u mad/sad today. i really am. Well, if ur mad at me please stay mad at me, i mean i'm not trying to get u mad but yea... don't worry about me^^ And please DON"T be sad all i ask ^^ i'm just being very stupid right now. I don't think that i should be doing what i've been doing in the past, but that just a though, it's for the better or the worse[OMG BAD TIMES REMINDS OF ENGLISH..SHALOMMMMMMMM PLZZZZZZZZZZZ OMGGGGGG PULL THROUGH FOR ME PLZZZZZZZZZ] haha i like how i can somehow talk to other ppl and "cheer" them up, but when it comes to me haha i fail. yup, i am a failure who will "man it up."<--- man i love that phrase ANYWAYS i sound so emo on my birthday>.<>.<]
It's your birthday
We gon' party like it's your birthday
We gon' sip Bacardi like it's your birthday
And you know we don't give a fuckcause
it's your birthday!"

peace.

Eating...

First thing first. Let's put this in a simple way: my appetite is diminishing. I don't have the massive hunger craving i use to have. REMEMBER GUYS that one time at parent conference, where i just completely masticated the McDonald that Edward bought for us. I coulda eaten more, but someone stopped me saying it was bad for me-.-. Yea, anyways it is gone..well at least for this week. Haha, maybe it will come back to me once i start swim. Swim could work up an appetite. Because it is so god-dam tiring. Haha, stomach capacity shrank? metabolism GOING away??? or plainly too selfconscious??[which is....no comment-.-]
Second thing i would like to address. People should go through a filter before they say something. It really gets annoying. People should not just blab out things that they just conclude with absolutey nothing to back them up. Those people should just shut up and listen. It isn't that hard, even a dog could do that. Don't belittle urself to a dog. Conclusions should not be made in thin air. For heavens sake, even if u make them, please keep it to yourself. They could be true, they could not be true; it doesn't matter. For example, today i was just walking and someone[whom i shall not speak and am hoping he/she will not be reading this>.<] asked me the most "makes me wanna jam them" question on earth. please. *zip* ur mouth.

aside from that. have a great day ^^

Hello Tomorrow

Hello Tommorrow. GOODBYE YESTERDAY...I'm still waiting for tomorrow...Tired of living yesterday."
Some people need to learn how to let go >.< it's frustrating watching them suffering. i know at least 1 2 3 4 possibly 5? people that needs to learn that. Be optimistic! Be confident! don't belittle yourself to the pityful state that you people are doing to yourself right now. IT'S NOT WORTH IT! Have some pride. -.- sigh, people reminisce stop trying to protect them, protect yourself *cough to a certain someone*.
haha whewwwww i had to say that ^^ on a happier note life isn't out to get me. I don't know what else to write o wait i know i'll fix up my resolutions because EVERYBODY is nagging me about it we'll i add and change a couple.

*Fixed resolutions*
1. Get in shape-sigh yes even though u ppl are gonna go *cough brian* "if your unfit, i want to be unfit* i actually wanna get in shape after i take off my brace on January 15?!?!?! [i hope]
2. SAT 1- there i specify which academic where u can't say i already did that because i didn't take the test yet=]
3. Go out more- pretty possible when i don't have a car to drive, i live in West Covina, i have anal paretns, i always get in trouble, and lastly....did i mention my parents. sigh..it's not like i don't wanna go out...it's just..complicated. I"LL TRY MY BEST! because my dad said i could drive when bone is healed
4. Improve with waterpolo..and swim?- that is self-explanatory, this could be related to first resolution but...do i care?
5. Grow taller- is that even in my control? but i really want to^^ after my collar bone gets healed, imma convince my rentz to get a pull up bar...and IT IS TIME..and jump rope it is TIME imma cut off one hour of my tv time just for this. better be worth it >.<
6. Lastly, I WILL NOT MAKE TRY NOT TO MAKE MISTAKES THAT I WOULD REGRET. FACTS CONQUERS BELIEF.

haha a little bit late ^^ hopefully i won't get flamed with my incompetent resolutions=P

nd a Happy New Year.

I have not posted for the longest time and I feel guilty. So as a result, I am posting on New Years. Perfect isn't it? A new year has started, and there are many things that I want to do, but either I'm not willing to do it or I can't do it. Imagine that! 07' was not a "great" year for me, but i manage to survive and I'm content, satisfied, and above all blissful. I've happy for the weirdest reasons now, but that's ok as long as it continues. Last year, there were ups and downs, but in the end I ended with the "up" side which says something, but not quite sure what.[weird?] So i'll start this post with the ups and downs of last year:
UP:
1. First time I've been to Six's Flag....dam that was good times
2. I was able to get insurance[even though i don't utilize it very much] and DRIVE[sort of]
3. I met great people who are truly great friends <3
4. I've become more "open"[i guess] and i talk wayyyy more than the previous year
5. I've become more confident and more passionate[which could have it's up and downs but same thing]
6. two words: Catchy music<3
7. Beach with cousins[more good times]
8. Learned something
DOWN
1. Elite
2. [sorry for the many birthday parties that i miss. it's not my fault. ='[ ]
3. Junior year[not towards the end]
4. Lastly, my broken collar bone due to my good tackle. This thing prevented me to wake up early for black friday and that was just a scratch on the surface of what it prevented me to do.
[these arn't i any particular order]

Next year, I will have a GREAT year, and i'll emphasize it once again. SPECTACULAR year. I have this "instinct" that for some reason is always right.[haha don't ruin my year>=] ] So hmmmm i guess i'll conform and make new years resolution:

Resolutions:
1. Academics[which includes college blah blah blah]
2. once this stupid collar bone gets healed: get in shape cuz i'm totally out of it.
3. I need to take a trip, somewhere just not in California or Nevada -.- [plz?] [like sailing the Carribean or something that sounds nice]
4. Get a car[cross my finger]

yea that is all i can think of right now so i guess that's it. So what are YOUR resolutions ;] late=]

Christmas

HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!!

I am so lazy to post. I'll start posting when I'm actually bored enough. latez

Reminiscing...

ONE DAY AND A MINIMUM DAY LEFT UNTIL <3 of my life comes. Haha not literally, but yea u know what i mean. Basically what is blocking me from the freedom of winterbreak is Bio's test on Wednesday and Apush Test. Also there's is this infamous Winter Fun Pack. Whenever i try to ask a former Ap Bio student, they laugh at me, and they say " It is very fun" It is like they have no words for it. Aside from that my break should be very relaxing and i could catch up with people which is right now the best thing i could do. I miss the people from Newton. Newton, in my mind, was good years of my life. I really enjoyed the clueless state of mind I was in. Nothing was there to worry about. The fun ridiculous rumors are something that i could think back then and think about. The teachers that I was close with. Haha, I even remember that "challenge" game that Ms. Lee had for social science. I was pro at that game. I would always challenge and win the point because i was like meticulous man 101. Haha, I miss those days. I had a clear mind. Yes, I even miss those ridiculous dances in middle school. Like how all the boys sat down and ate pizza and free load from asb.[ty wallis] While the girls on the other hand, some went dancing and some didn't. I also remember promotion day. That dance was the first time I ever danced. I remember the situation very well. Dinah pulled me to the front of the dance place[forgot what it was called] and told this one girl "He's new at this" and the song was "Mr. Brightside." Dam those were the good old days. My middle school years are much more memorable due to the fact that i moved to many different schools in elementary. I even forgot my two best friends name at that one school. Dude i remember one was a white guy and his mom was the teacher of that school. Then there was this other asian guy. He was almost bald, his parents were divorced. Dude that was the gang. We use to play so much and go to each other's house. DUDE o I remember! There name were Vincent and Michael. We played from the sandbox to the chasing girls for the fun of it. But then i changed schools to Los Altos and this is how i met Joseph, Ryan, Edward, Wallis, Allison, Josephine, Michelle[who i was scared of]. Funny I knew the faces of Wynn, Jefferson, Chris, and Claire but they weren't part of our group. Dude we had the same EXACT class with Most of them since elementary school. That is amazing. I remember that we use to play ball a lot and tether ball. Wallis and I were pro, we were practically even. Dude, there was also Mrs. Quon. Dam, she was a great teacher. Thinking of her, just makes me smile. Haha, i remember those day in Newton when we go visit Mrs. Quon, she would give us food and soda. It was in Newton, where the collection of the "smart" kids began. Ms. Lee's class and Mrs. Kelly class were good times. Ms. Lee was a great teacher too, it was her that encouraged me and told me i could do anything. Anyway, it was in Newton where I met Diane, Brian, Abe, Enid, Lillian, Alex Chau, and Nick. And i also got to know Wynn, Jefferson, Chris, and Claire. O yea, also the rumors that i was "girl phobic" during sixth grade, I don't quite remember that, I think Enid was making that up. Haha, I remember always sitting next to Enid, dude she hated my guts until like 8th grade. She started saying "Hi" to me and i said it back and yea. Another incident, remember Michelle, I remember i cried because of her. It was during Mrs. Kelly's class, she called me a "wannabe" and i cried. Lol, haha o gosh, those were the good times<3 Aside from downs that other people face, which i did not know at that time because i was clueless, middle school years were <3. But now we are all grown up, Allison and I have joked how long we knew each other, what was it? 9 years? Dam, that is friken my whole life. Everybody changed. Some good, some bad. Haha, even i changed in bad and good ways. ^^ There should be more to write..but i was probably too lazy...